Monday, February 2, 2009

gotta get away

yea so its been awhile..... ive been overwhelmed by a raging river of unpleasantries this last week or so. but i'm back on track... re-claiming my own life....
recently ive had this feeling that i jst want to run away from life for about 5 days or so...... i dont really want to go anywhere.. i just want to ditch all of my responibilities.... i just wanna chill ..
i want to sit in my room... or wherever i please..
go see my babe....
chill with my girls...
go to the movies or somen...
buy a BAD ass pair of heels...
Play the Sims...
Play the Wii..
find a swing set...
draw a picture....
go to my dads house and bug him while hes watchin tv (he hates that)
learn how to cook a new meal or somen....
these are the simple things i dont have time to enjoy...
Heres the run down of my week.. Mon & wed 10-430 some type of class i have 2 breaks between 3 classes so this is when i eat and get work done... so i end up working at 530- close....
i work at Rainbow... so "close" means whenever they get ready to stop tryin on clothes for themselves and leanup and count money.
on tues and thurs- i work from 930 am to 2pm thenn i have 2 classes from 3 tp 630 there fore when i get home.. i'm all about home work.. i might hop on Facebook for a min or two... but then its the sheets for me..
on friday cince i dont have my last class i get out of calsses at 2 so my managers finds it convienent for me to wrok from 330 to close.... around about 630 i have a slam ATTITUDE with every customer that asks me from somen..
and sat i usually get a 330 to close again or a.. 12 to 6 which is the bussiest part of the day...
and SUNDAY.. this is shippment day....... the day the manager schedules every sales associate that is currently emplyed and we do shoppment ALL DAY.. then when we close at 7 we CLEAN the whole store..... mop dust vaccum... change displays take out trash... everything you can think of that youd HATE to do in a retail job...

My life......... gotta go to class... finish later..

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

We Apologize Mr. Warhol


Also one more thing i saw during the class period... I saw a girl walkin outside the class with thhe cuteest Andy Warhol carry-on size duffle...  
And i go "oh man.. i love it... i need one of those bags..." 
and the chick next to me says "oh yea i seen them before... ion see why ppl like em.. arent they by Warsol??" LLS!!! 
so i shoot her this piercing look and she turns around knowing she said something wrong..... i go.." its Andy WARHOL.. he was a pop artist.. have you seen the campbell soup can and the marylin pictures??? even the knives????" 
i get a blank stare.......... like wtf are you talkin about?
So i flip open my kick and commence to educate this lost young soul.. 
This makes me wonder how many of these female are aimlessly walking around with  these bags on their shoulder not knowing any of the story behind it? i mean who doesn't know he was obsessed with marylin?? 
Like how many of these girls are tryin on the latest BOND no 9 neighborhood in Nordstrom and doesn't know the picture on the front of the bottle????? 
this bothers me.. and i needeed to share.

Learning on my own...


So i'm sittin in this level 1 business class i have to take.. and i have this huge epiphany that has nothing to do with business at all.. So look right... 
it is a commonly accepted principle that "Art is Beautiful"  but in these past few days i've been stuck on this whole "Everything is Art" concept that popped into my head when i finally decided that i want a mannequin. im' not quite sure if i want one for making clothes.. you know the ones with no head and arms made of canvas of if i want a fully poseable one that i can prop up around the house when i get real lonely... (Kinda Like FRED from  I am Legend) but any whooo.... back to the point... 
well since Art is beautiful.. and Everything is Art.... Im doin the math.. This means Everything is Beautiful right? i think so.. in some way shape or form.... you can find the art in everything..  therefore.. no matter how dark of how opposing you feel towards it.. everything is beautiful.. this made my day a little brighter.... so i figured id brighten someone elses day too...